The Light of the World

In a recent conversation with a former colleague, I innocuously professed the goodness of God and His many blessings in my life.  As I excitedly gushed and raved about my wonderful Jesus, a dark, defensive mood oozed from her spirit and filled the room.  Puzzled, I quieted down and apprehensively awaited her response.  Had I said something wrong?  Was there a valid reason why she seemed so offended?

What came next couldn’t have been more appalling and disappointing.  An array of heartbreaking emotions swirled as she blatantly denied the existence of God and denounced the belief of Christianity.  In a lifeless tone, she said, “I don’t believe there is a God.  I believe there may be a higher energy that the world creates, but I’ve never had any reason to think that a real god exists.  I’m agnostic and we believe there is no proof that substantiates the existence of God." 

As if the fact that she was standing before me, breathing, healthy and employed wasn’t enough proof of His unmerited favor over her life, I composed myself and feverishly began to defend my Friend and ultimately blurted out, “The Pharisees needed proof and look what happened to them.” 

As tensions grew, I was passionately ready to duke it out and go toe to toe with her when a firm, silent voice in my spirit said, “It isn’t your job to prove that God exists, it is your job to act like He exists.” 

I was then reminded of Matthew 5:14-16, “You are the light of the world.  A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden.  Nor do they light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a lampstand and it gives light to all who are in the house.  Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven.”  

What a sobering and accurate message!  I am here as a vessel for the Light of Christ to shine through me.  Whether it is a contagious joyful spirit, an unfaltering faith during difficult times or a peace that surpasses all understanding, others should see something so significant and outstanding in me that they would be impressed to believe a much greater power is within me than anything I could possess in my own strength.  My calling is not to force my beliefs on others or to fight for the truth in His name, but to allow Him to prove Himself through me.   Ezekiel 20:41 says, “I will accept you as fragrant incense when I bring you out from the nations and gather you from the countries where you have been scattered, and I will be proved holy through you in the sight of the nations.

How liberating it is to know I am not responsible for ensuring that others believe the truth.  I can just stand firm in hopes that they see the truth!

Vanessa